| St. Joseph the Worker Church, Fort Ramon Magsaysay, Palayan City |
This post is one untold story from my first blog post; Blind Persuit.
So for how many years I have been focused on earning until, I longed for something I don’t know I do not see in my current job. A crisis they say being experienced by a millennial reaching an age beyond early adulthood. This led me to another anticipated resignation and went home without any assurance of landing a job anywhere soon.
So for how many years I have been focused on earning until, I longed for something I don’t know I do not see in my current job. A crisis they say being experienced by a millennial reaching an age beyond early adulthood. This led me to another anticipated resignation and went home without any assurance of landing a job anywhere soon.
During the time I had a running
application to another government office that functions the closest to my field
of study, closest to my profession, which is why I wanted that job so bad.
First rounds of interviews was so smooth, the management was impressed and I
was immediately scheduled for an interview with a regional director and there
my brother, I messed up. I was not hired and it triggered all my pity to my
self.
I knew I had to reflect, I went
to church, it was a sunny mass and I seated near the altar. After the Holy
Communion, i knelled and asked God “Lord, ano ba’ng plano mo sa’kin? (Lord, what's your plan for me?)” I’ve been
hiding all my disappointments, all my hurt, and all my pity for myself. No
one knew this. Everyone though that I’m good and happy, and contented.
Everyone sees my smile and humor, they do not know what’s behind everything
they see on my surface. Right in the middle of my prayer, tears poured out my
eyes. There were so many people inside the church. I never cry in public but i
cant help it. For once in my life I cried hard inside the church, i felt
helpless, I cried everything to God. I miraculously felt a huge relief right
after. This experience gave me a realization to go out there and continue
fighting.
Days after, I had another week
to look for a job. I saw something that I couldn’t share here yet that led me
to pursuing a career in the academe. There is this one college where I just
went there to leave a copy of my resume, they arranged an immediate appointment
with me and so, I got hired not less than 24 hours.
Viola! Im an instructor now! I
was very happy back in the days. I have no other words to God but thanks.
Another journey unfolds as I
leap to another career, I’m so excited. Let’s see what’s coming next.
(Setting dated back in May
2017.)
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